and it’s true he was so young, but you are here, and the moment clouds your brain, you could’ve even saved him, that means nothing, you could’ve even been there, that’s a lie, how can you blame him for your life, it’s a mental suicide, and it carries you away, dissolve your fear into one, (dissolve will find a way), then it’s true we aren’t immune, but there’s a way, and denial clouds your brain, to try and understand him, that means nothing, to try and find the meaning, it’s a lie, how can you blame him for your life, it’s a mental suicide, and it carries you away, dissolve your fear into one, (dissolve will find a way), to right a wrong, to understand, to figure out, it’s in his plans, to leave alone, to find a way, to figure out, it’s not your fault... and it’s the both of you he’s ruined, he’s torn away, all the desire born inside, you could’ve even saved him, that means nothing, you could’ve even been there, that’s a lie, to try and understand him, that means nothing, to try and find the meaning, it’s a lie, dissolve your fear into one, (dissolve will find a way), to leave alone, to find a way, to figure out It’s not your fault, to see yourself, your brother wouldn’t be proud of you, to leave alone, to find a way, to figure out, it’s not your fault, to see yourself, your brother wouldn’t be proud of, proud of, proud of you anymore...