We walk along the beach
what a moon lit night
he held my hand in his
he kissed me he said
i wanna spend my life with you
i want you for my wife
just then i thought
what about the times you lied to me
what about the times you said no one would want me
what about all the sh*t you've done to me
what about that
what about that
what about the times you yelled at me
what about the times i cried
you wouldn't even hold me
what about those things
what about that
what about that
I took a pause and a deep sigh
he looked right into my eyes
as he said
i know i didn't say somethin' wrong
i didn't have the courage to say
but then i thought
what about the times you lied to me
what about the times you said no one would want me
what about all the sh*t you've done to me
what about that
what about that
what about the times you yelled at me
what about the times i cried
you wouldn't even hold me
what about those things
what about that
what about that oh
what about the you hit my face
what about the times you kept on when i said
no more please
what about those things
what about that
what about that oh
what about the times you shamed me
what about the times you said you didn't f**k her
she only gave you head
what about that
what about that
Don't wanna live my life in misery
don't tell me you did it cuz you love me
i don't believe
i'm sick and tired
your deceptive games
wonder where
you have been
i can't live life wonderin'
My heart was poundin'
but the time had come
to stop lettin' my whisperin' heart control me
and tellin' my screamin' mind what to do
i look him straight in the eyes
and then i said
(chorus x2)