I've been living for years in question some obsession was i less to live without answers as a life cried wolf i'm ashamed to mention my anguish but silence lies empty if i say it again can i kill it will you lend me your ears breathe in breathe out exhale acting sweating a broken smile provides them a view projection is nothing new just once i would like them to feel it suffer in my skin for a moment stand in my shoes filled with swelling blues [chorus] i keep this room and this room keeps me chained to my organs i am quarantined to a place that's dark staring at three walls the door is locked to them 'maybe now that they all know it you’ll find solace as you'r drowning in narcissism or is it self-loathing 'cause you fought it all in your head boy psychosomatic they used to humor you now they pity you and nothing's changed [repeat chorus] the door is locked behind me if i say it again can i kill it because they're sick of my complaining and i am sick of being sick maybe these will cure you completely chemicals deeply saviors until you're dependent don't let them go to your head i'm ashamed to mention my anguish but silence lies empty silence lies