Iʼve grown accustomed to the rain
And remembering your name
Pushing good vibes aside
When Iʼm the one to blame
Id like to say itʼs all figured out
But we both know it ainʼt
Thats the price that we pay
This time Iʼll find way through this dread
Thatʼs been filling my head
Endlessly without sleep
I climb through these crowds
Swimming to survive
Iʼm not wasting time
On all these wasteful thoughts in my mind
Within me It wonʼt change
Iʼve grown accustomed to the rain
And remembering your name
Pushing good vibes aside
When Iʼm the one to blame
Id like to say itʼs all figured out
But we both know it ainʼt
Thats the price that we pay
Ooooooo noooo!
A constant loop
That never ends
I beg forgiveness
I make amends
I want this to stop
I want them to go away
These thoughts haunt me
They seem to stay
Iʼve grown accustomed to the rain
And remembering your name
Pushing good vibes aside
When Iʼm the one to blame
Id like to say itʼs all figured out
But we both know it ainʼt
Thats the price that we pay
I gotta stop
There is no control
The feelings take over
And We pay the toll
Impulse inside me
Never leaves
This has to end
Before Iʼm six feet deep