[Chorus]
So why do I fall
For all my faults?
If I don't feel like dying (Dying)
I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
[Verse 1]
I feel my scars and still I don't learn
You watch me burn inside a fire I set
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise
That I've ever made
[Chorus]
So why do I fall for all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin, feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (Trying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
[Verse 2]
I fall apart, I see no return
I've come to terms with the other side that's waiting patient
[Refrain]
And I can't break the cycle, what's the point?
Everything I touch ends up destroyеd
I hold on to anything I can
To fill the void, and it's a mess, but
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I'vе been holding on to every broken promise
That I've ever made
[Chorus]
So why do I fall for all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin, feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (Trying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
[Bridge]
I leave the venom inside, forever will lie
Keep the same energy, dead or alive
I cut it off, fucking lost, but it's done to myself
I lay exploded, never calling for help
[Chorus]
So why do I fall for all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin, feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (Dying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
[Outro]
I self-destruct