Hiding in the bed
And trying not to scream
Folding like a magazine
Don't push me, I don't run
Just running out of places to hide
Thought I'd seen everything
But the sun don't going get me going
Nothing like the world outside
Something wrong
Nothing wrong
Nothing wrong
Could have died
That's a party I suppose
I don't judge myself
How can someone else
Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I don't even know you
If I don't love myself
How will someone else
Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I don't wanna lose you
I just wanna get through to you
Thursday for my health
And friday by myself
Be wednesday by the time that I'm done
Go through it all again
Replaying in my head
Feels like dying
Slow motion
With nothing left
And the vibe don't get me going
Nothing like the rain outside
Something wrong
Nothing wrong
Nothing wrong
Could've died
In a Donald Trump hotel
I don't judge myself
How can someone else
Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I don't even know you
If I don't love myself
How will someone else
Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I don't wanna lose you
Nobody in my life
No party and no highlights
No premise no promise
No best friend if I'm honest
I don't love myself
How will someone else
Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I don't even know you
Better get used to it
Ah ah ohhhh oh
It never goes away
Playing in my head
It's hard to say
It's all the same
You never call
When you run away
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you