Sometimes it feels like no one knows me
Like maybe they just want the old me
And I'm just tryna remember
what was all a blur again
And I just wish that someone told me
That all of this would make me lonely
Just when I think I’m getting better,
I'm just getting by
So, why do I still wanna get high
with my friends every night?
Why do I just wanna keep living
like I'll never die?
Why do I still wanna cave in
when it all gets heavy feeling?
Like no one gets me?
Telling myself all these lies
Why do I still wanna get high,
so high, so high, so high?
Why do I still wanna get
so high, so high, so high?
Why do I still wanna get-?
Those summers that I tried to forget
All the places
that I said I’d never visit again
I've spent so much time sober,
I don't know how to quit
I don't know how to quit,
I don't know what that is
And I just wish that someone told me
That all of this would make me lonely
Just when I think I'm getting better,
I'm just getting by
So, why do I still wanna get high
with my friends every night?
Why do I just wanna keep living
like I'll never die?
Why do I still wanna cave in
when it all gets heavy feeling
Like no one gets me?
Telling myself all these lies
Why do I still wanna get high,
so high, so high, so high?
Why do I still wanna get
so high, so high, so high?
Why do I still wanna get-?
It won’t be the same,
it won’t change a thing
(So high, so high, so high)
Why do I still wanna get
so high, so high, so high?
(I don't wanna cave I’m not the same)
Why do I still wanna get
so high, so high, so high?
(Why do I still wanna get high?)
Why do I still wanna get
so high, so high, so high?
(Why do I still wanna get high?)
Why do I still wanna get-?
(Why do I still wanna get high?)
Why do I still wanna get-?