Lying to myself that everything is going fine and good
Lying to everyone that I'm fine and doing all good
Waking up in morning and bang chest and bright light
Hiding in bed at night daunted and haunted by dark
Living in delusion cover myself up with lies
Living in delusion so noone knows that I'm not fine
Looking in the mirror I don't know that person
I'm smiling but he's not, man I lost myself
(shit)
I've been feeling empty
Can hear demons talking to my ears
I've been stuck in my room
And running away from my doom
I can hear them calling
They're dragging me deep down the black hole
And I can't resist it
Falling down to bottom
Swimming in my misery I can't help it
Jumping up and down and tryna be alive
Roller coaster I see sky fallin'
Eyes wide open but heart is barely beating
Good looks in the mirror cuz
That's all it matter to everybody else
But who's that in the mirror?
Demons looking at me and laughing at me
Swimming in my misery I can't help it
Jumping up and down and tryna be alive
Roller coaster I see sky fallin'
Eyes wide open but heart is barely beating
Good looks in the mirror cuz
That's all it matter to everybody else
But who's that in the mirror?
Demons looking at me and laughing at me
I can hear them calling
They're dragging me deep down the black hole
And I can't resist it
Falling down to bottom