Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you today asking you for your protection. I feel like - I feel like there's nothing but snakes around me. I don't know who to trust, sometimes I feel like I can't even trust myself. So I know at this point you're the only person that I truly can rely on; and you know everything about me. You know where I'm going from here. So I just ask that you continue to guide me, help me to stay straight in these troubled waters, in your name I pray. Amen.
Ayo these thoughts are blowing up in my head like grenades
There's a war against the mind, it's like a dynamite, the brain
is about to explode, the evil lights the flames
All I'm left with are nights to pray, for brighter days
guide the way for me Lord
We got to straighten up don’t we?
If I’m meant to chase the dream to wake em up and proceed
I’ve become sinful and full of adrenaline and bitterness
No longer innocence, ever since the devil got me riddling
I'm sorry God, for praying only in desperate measures
cuz otherwise I'm playing tricks and games for the sake of pleasure
Sinful in my mind, I'm begging for escape and cleverness
Praying for the better
Lord, please change the weather
Walking through the valley of the shadow
of death, shed a light for me Lord, for the road is steep and narrow
When I rest when I'm going home, direct me your arrows
Till then and after I'm blessed from my bones to my marrow… Amen
Pray, and I pray
Lord I’m impatient
I need an answer
In your name I pray from day to day
I would pray for better days, but, first I need better ways
It's a conundrum, I'm in the dark, I need better rays
It ain't no sunshine when He's gone so we roam
This world alone, like we had to leave home
Spillin my soul like the ink on this canvas it's overflowin
I'm almost cussin in this verse, I feel so much emotion
I done did some sh-, I ain't told no one about
Can't get it out my head, let alone get it out my mouth
God you know what I'm talking bout, it's like my own thoughts be halting progress
I'm having nightmares and I'm fulling conscious
Money, power, beautiful women never been appealing
They've been in my face, but I never had to fight at the feeling
There's a stronger power pulling, it's harder to defeat
As I pray I realize that my only weakness is me
Yea... It's harder to defeat
I realize that my only weakness is me
Please Lord, let me walk on your route
cuz its about to go down
I need the strength to stay strong cuz it’s raining on me
Yes Lord, I'm a sinner no doubt
I know I gotta slow down
from dusk until the break of dawn you'd waiting on me
Dear God, I know you’re watching over me. Whether I’m good or sinful, I know you’ve got me. This is my confession from the most honest version. Amen.