There’s only one thing left to do
Can’t get any more miles out the soles of these shoes so
Forget the words I said, cause if I ever meant them with any truth
Those feelings now are dead
You keep building walls
I keep breaking them down
Well I’m sick and tired of picking you off the ground
While you bide you’re time in somebody else’s bed deciding what you what
The battle’s already been lost
It feels like these butterflies have razor blades for wings
I’ve been building up the courage for the past 52 weeks
And now that you’re here
I just want you to know
There’s nothing you can say
I think its best that you go
I think its best that you leave
I’ll live the rest of my life in the mess you’ve made me
I froze to watch you sink into a corner
My arms cemented to my side
Gagged by bitterness and my deluded pride
The anger fades to let the past resurface
Now I can’t bury the thought
That this was all my fault
Waste of time, your just a waste of mine
Why do I find myself in empty rooms just clawing at the floorboards?
You’re the reason why I just keep wasting time
Neither one of us is going anywhere until I am sober
The drink doesn’t fix anything
I hope the next boy you fuck
Treats you with the respect
That you know you deserve
And doesn’t call you again
And if you try to call me
I’ll just hang up the phone
I hope the time on your knees
Was worth the time on your own
I will duck tape your arms and legs so tight
The ocean is where you’ll sleep tonight