How did I get so damn tired
Wasn't long ago
I despised people whose lives
Had ground to a halt
I don't even remember
Sounds of how I speak
And the effort to love the things I love
Now affront me
I couldn't imagine lacking such passion
Feeling that old
I couldn't imagine lacking such passion
Feeling that cold
I couldn't imagine it would come crashing
I taught me conscience an art
It was called fatigue
I lost all my fire and the fight
Forgot integrity
I hate to talk about nothin'
Or having to decide
Those life affirming conversations
My get out clause is lies