I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always trying my hardest
not to pick myself apart
This energy is killing
my vibes now
Sometimes I just want to
drown out
All of the thoughts
in my mind
too much going on
at the same time
I wish it would stop
and I've tried but
life just sucks and we all die
That's just reality it
don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up
but I don't want to be
Wonder if I'm good enough
Maybe I've had just too much
To drink to smoke to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside
yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories
so I could stop feeling so empty
I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist
when there's plenty of things
I could do to fuck me up
I want to let go
but I'm feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone and
hope no one disrupts
That's just reality it
don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up
but I don't want to be
Wonder if I'm good enough
Maybe I've had just too much
To drink to smoke to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside
yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die
My body's shaking
My head is aching
It feels like
my heart is breaking
My body's shaking
My head is aching
I can't fix
this mess I'm making
But I'm empty inside
yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't want to live
but I'm too scared to die