the bus jerks back and forth and spits me out
without giving me a moment to think over
I walk down the endless stairs to the subway
and see an old woman lying on a cold bench
the conversation I had just now keeps coming back to me, crying back to me
through the dark window I carefully
observe my distorted reflection
moments go away, crying back to me
my legs are too heavy for me to carry
they drag me down till I tell them I`m sorry
I take a deep breath before I move on
I promise me that I`ll never leave me alone
I didn`t even know I was talking to myself
I try my best to make sure I`m quite safe
the moon looks down it was chasing the street lights
there I stand still facing a dead night
moments go away
memory fades away
I wish I was away
I won`t be scared away