Something what once was desired
turned into a thrill
that should not
ever be
Now I`m kneeling down to ground
I`m begging for the reasons
I`m asking for comprehension
I am crying out for explanation
for all I`ve done
There`s no answer
but my own weakness
And I`m crying now
The tears of this betrayal
reversed to cause
So much deeper pain
than the others
could ever make me feel
I thought I could
fight back the lust
but I`m too weak
the desire burns
It`s much too strong
I`ve betrayed your trust
How could you ever forgive me
When I can`t
All that`s happened now to me
Just confusing torturing
How did I end up
like this
As I`m dying now
I hope I`ve paid for my deeds
I tried to fight to make things right
but for me the price was
these wounds in my soul
they won`s heal