I hate my mind
When it’s tied up in knots
When I’m trying not to think of you
But I can’t stop
I’d forget to eat
If it meant you had what you needed
Do you need me?
I know,
It’s just the way that they taught me to love
But maybe it’s messing me up?
It’s just the way that they taught me to love
It never feels good enough
I don’t like your mom
I hate the things that she says
And the multiple ways
She says nothing at all
You make the same face
When you’re caught up inside
You can’t get it wrong
So why don’t you try?
I know,
It’s just the way that they taught you to love
But maybe it’s messing you up?
It’s just the way that they taught you to love
It never feels good enough
"You know,
You’re really discovering new parts of yourself,
And they’re sore"
I spend my day
With a woman online
She opens my brain
And we try to rewind
She tells me it’s cool
I’m gonna be fine
But I’m just sick of being sick sometimes
Cos I know,
It’s just the way that they taught me to love
And I know it’s fucking me up
It’s just the way they taught me to love
I never feel good enough
I know,
It’s just the way that they taught me to love
And I know it’s fucking me up
It’s just the way they taught me to love
I never feel good enough