when I was young I was allergic to the sweeter stuff
you gave me anything with milk and I would throw it up
until the doctor said I’m good one day on Halloween
I was ripping thru them wrappers like I’m Wolverine
I got busy tryna make up for the missing years
and if you put it in my face, then it would disappear
until I’m staring at the scale and making goals
maybe that’s where I got my lack of self-control
I hate coming home on empty
before I go brush my teeth, I grab a little now
your sugar all in my veins
they tell me it’s bad for me, I can’t imagine how
is it obvious that I need you?
I tried everything just to keep you
out my reach when I’m at my weakest
something bout the way you make me feel
something bout the way you make me feel
something bout it
I was 13 keeping my shirt on at the beach
to 23, the post regret of UberEats
every bite I take, I’m losing self-esteem
and now I gravitate to people I should leave
look how I stumbled out the bar last night
made it past the corner with the dollar slice
just to get a text from you at 1:05
and it said something like
I hate coming home on empty
before I go brush my teeth, I grab a little now
your sugar all in my veins
they tell me it’s bad for me, I can’t imagine how
is it obvious that I need you?
I tried everything just to keep you
out my reach when I’m at my weakest
something bout the way you make me feel
something bout the way you make me feel
something bout it