Ever since I was young
I never knew how to love myself
I want to be big
I want to be tall
I want to be noticed
Thought I could be anything i wanted
It wasn’t all about the hard work
to be someone who i dreamed to be
I guess I was too naive
Never happy with my best
Growing up with miniature idols
Unreachable goals
Unreachable beauty
Unsustainable life I chased
Nobody told me how things really work
Nobody told me I’m just normal
Where am I standing now. Can I stop. Don't know how
Only way for me now is to say it out loud
I’m just a kid trying to make it out
And my time’s gone, let it settle down
When I see it, I’ll run to be
In the light from the night
For the last time
I’m just a kid waiting for the shout out
And what comes now, I’ll do a better job
When I see it, I’ll be there to be
In the line from the sign
For the last time
Ever since I was young
Nothing seemed to be given
I had to learn
I had to change
I had to make up for
Things I'd never own in the first place
Why is everything so hard?
And Time starts ticking
Was it all in vain I tried
Feels like living in a place I shouldn't be
Nothing stays with me gonna soon fall out
But still at my core, somethings holding it all inside
Feels like living in a place I shouldn't be
Nothing stays with me gonna soon fall out
But still at my core, somethings holding it all inside
I’m just a kid trying to make it out
And my time’s gone, let it settle down
When I see it, I’ll run to be
In the light from the night
For the last time
I’m just a kid waiting for the shout out
And what comes now, I’ll do a better job
When I see it, I’ll be there to be
In the line from the sign
For the last time
In god we trust
Just the way you are. We’re all born out of your blood
The gold we found
Just the way you made. We’re all born out of your breath
Where am I standing now. Can I stop. Don't know how
Only way for me now is to say it out loud
I’m just a kid trying to make it out
And my time’s gone, let it settle down
When I see it, I’ll run to be
In the light from the night
For the last time
I’m just a kid waiting for the shout out
And what comes now, I’ll do a better job
When I see it, I’ll be there to be
In the line from the sign
For the last time
Im so grateful
Im so grateful
I'm so grateful so grateful for what I am