i'm ashamed of my life...
my wisdom now bury with me
in this grave
i was not that blessed

no one loved me in the past
a loser in the future
this torment leads to fey
my sunrise is sunset
i fall on my knees again...

so many fucking times
i spit on this life
so many hours
i cut my body thousand times
my scars are my proof
my torment makes me incomplete
i'll screw my life....
forever