I'm trying to figure it out
but I I'm not
really killing the doubt
and I want to get it
off of my chest take a breath
so I can find the
key to make it
through this pain
weather the storm
and see the light of insight
get my foot in the door
out of the rain
my life is like a tear
in the sky
falling with the time
that just passes me by
and only
I know why even
though I can't see it
I'm the one
that trapped my soul
but can't free it
so I can't be it the way
I want to be see the things
I want to see and free me
It's the reason why
I need this mic
it's the stress the guilt
the shame this life
It's what keeps me alive
but at the same time
it's why I'm dying inside
come on
Why don't I kill me safe
out of my sight take it
and how do
I fill my life
out of my mind make it
I can't get out of darkness
and make me insane and
I can't set me free from mess
and take me pain
Why don't I kill me safe
out of my sight take it
and how do
I fill my life
out of my mind make it
I can't get out of darkness
and make me insane and
I can't set me free from mess
and take me pain
Life is love and if
my love is gone
then all I got left
is the words to this song
that I sing
let my soul bring this thing
that I can't explain in words
so what's left
if nothing makes sense
I'm living in the dark
and I'm running out of breath
I'm running out of love
and I'm running from a mess
thoughts about death becauses
I'm scared of what's next
I gotta deal with it
I gotta kill it
get up in this mic let it out
and just spill it
out of my mind
and out of my sight
through the rhymes
out of my day
and out of my night
it's what I do
because I gotta make through
break through
the cycle of stress
and find truth
Yeah I gotta make through
break through
the cycle of stress
and find truth
Why don't I kill me safe
out of my sight take it
and how do
I fill my life
out of my mind make it
I can't get out of darkness
and make me insane and
I can't set me free from mess
and take me pain
Why don't I kill me safe
out of my sight take it
and how do
I fill my life
out of my mind make it
I can't get out of darkness
and make me insane and
I can't set me free from mess
and take me pain