and so gradually i'm trying
do you know how hard
to integrate the past with now  
i don't believe in fate  
there's no forgiveness
there must be something more  
i'm convinced
regardless of all the times
they said that i should forget everything  
now i'm not so sure that i can do anything  
this broken scene with me above you above me  
i feel broken  didn't you hear me
the basement floods and
all the magazines are wet  
what's left to salvage