I used to be better at being better
Now I don’t even care
its whatever whatever
I used to think love
meant together forever
But time and space is a
fucked up measure
Too many fake friends
that I need to sever
Want my attention
but don’t make an effort
At least I don’t crack
when I’m under pressure
A little more numb
so I don’t remember
What it feels like to be alive
What it feels like to look
into your eyes
I’m so far away from
everything I’ve known
You’re my home away from home
But this time I’m on my own
I’ve seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
I’ve lost my patience and ran
into complications with my friends
I haven’t seen the light
inside my soul
It’s been so dark and so damn cold
I guess you could have guessed
that I’m a little bit depressed
Thoughts up in my mind
that I haven’t expressed
A few too many things
that I’m scared to address
More or less a warfare
inside of my chest
I hate to admit
but I’m a little bit obsessed
With you your smile
the way we digress
Made a little more money
got a little more stressed
A little more high
just so I could forget
What It feels like to be alive
What it feels like
to look into your eyes
I’m so far away from
everything I’ve known
You’re my home away from home
But this time I’m on my own
I’ve seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
I’ve lost my patience and ran
into complications with my friends
I haven’t seen the light inside my soul
It’s been so dark and so damn cold