Help me.
Help me.
I cannot understand.
Why did it happen again?
I cannot break away.
Something is grabbing,
choking up my neck!
Much more than I can take.
Disgusting feeling taking over again.
I hyperventilate.
Don't look away.
Don't look away,
my desperate cry for help.
Don't you freaking see
I'm dying to puke out?
Nobody's ever taught me,
how to love myself.
How to love myself
when I'm feeling incomplete.
I hate myself so much,
to the point where.
Where I want to puke myself out,
I just want to puke myself out.
But with the help from all of you,
I am saved.
Thank god, I'm not alone.
At this rate, no matter what,
the road is paved for us to stroll.
Thank god, I feel fine.
This is merely a one-off.
Now I am under control.
I'm myself.
I feel the time passing by.
I puked the day away, but it's fine.
Tomorrow's coming,
I'm turning 30,
closer and closer and closer,
but it's fine.
Help me...
I cannot understand.
Why did it happen again?
I cannot break away.
Something is grabbing,
choking up my neck!
Help me...
Much more than I can take.
Disgusting feeling taking over again.
I hyperventilate.
Nobody's ever taught me,
how to love myself.
How to love myself
when I'm feeling incomplete.
I hate myself so much,
to the point where.
Where I want to puke myself out,
I just want to puke myself out.
And with the help from some of you,
I am saved.
Once more, I'm not alone.
At this rate, once again,
the road is paved for us to stroll.
Thank god I'm alive.
But something's not right.
Their cold eyes.
I feel unsafe.
Ahhhh. I can't bear..
Their cold eyes.
I hyperventilate.