do you love me
do you care
when you leave it starts to feel like you were never really there
i'm so lonely
i get so scared
that the connections in between us will wear thin and start to tear
so i stop eating
pull out my hair
bring up fights we settled years ago i know that isn't fair
i know you love me
i know you care
cuz when u come back all the doubts i had about us disappear
i'm sorry
i'm trying i'm trying to love you
forgive me
i'm trying i'm trying to love you
how many chances do i get
how come you haven't left me yet
i wonder why
i get this feeling in my chest
when i'm alone i must confess
i'm terrified
empty spaces
separation
makes me do such awful things i'm such a burden and i hate it
desperation
manipulation
throwing tantrums like a child but i promise you im changing  
i'm sorry
i'm trying i'm trying to love you
forgive me
i'm trying i'm trying to love you
how many chances do i get
how come you haven't left me yet
im terrified
that i'll say something i regret
i swear to god ill try my best
to treat you right