lately I been caught up
in my feelings
cus I was moving way up no ceiling
I grabbed a chance heaven sent
it ain’t been the same ever since
I’m waking up
sweating every morning
fighting myself in my dream
I’m my own opponent
every now and then
I pop a pill to numb it down
voice inside my head
I need to turn it down yea
can’t hold it down any
longer I’m clipping
swear all these people
just praying til I’m slipping
one thing I can’t ignore
is that I’m different
the way I envision
my future ambitions
chips on the table
I raise to the max
can’t beat my hand
Imma leave with the bags
riding the wave
I create on my own
Imma jump in and give it all
cus Imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die
cus imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die
they be like
ay Jay
where the hell you going
I’m like ay you know
but don’t be really knowing
what’s the end goal
I’m just focused on us growing
necklace iced out
boy it’s looking like it snowing
but one thing I do knows
take it to the top
either that or we die trying
every verse I write I gotta make
it hot
brains over bron gotta Einstein
it’s in hindsight
but can’t attain the dream
gotta put in way way more work
fuck the bull shit
make it with the team
everybody got their own worth
I ain’t there yet
but I'm making my way
fuck the haters you can doubt me
I don’t really care what you say
Imma do this til I die
they all wonder why
it’s probably
cause I see my vision
going past the sky
Imma do this til I die
they all wonder why
it’s probably
cause I see my vision
going past the sky
cus Imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die
cus Imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die
way too many evils smiling on me
way too many people doubting on me
they don’t see what I be painting
never chasing money
but I’m still getting famous
filling out my bucket list
I ain’t even noticed
I got nothing left
not settling for anything
that don’t deserve my time yea
can’t take away my light yea
can’t hold it down any
longer I’m clipping
swear all these people
just praying til I’m slipping
one thing I can’t ignore
is that I’m different
the way I envision
my future ambitions
chips on the table
I raise to the max
can’t beat my hand
Imma leave with the bags
riding the wave
I create on my own
Imma jump in and give it all
cus Imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die
cus imma do this til I die
Imma do this til I die