You called it end game and I believed you
I blame myself, because I didn’t mean to
It’s so unlike me, like to keep things lightly
Thought I brushed it o
ff, but I still pictured you beside me
I have loved and I have lost and made mistakes
Learned on the way, it’s give and take
Craving to feel something, I usually end up in pain
And I am sorry, if you can relate
Had to learn so many lessons
ask myself so many questions
And I’m grateful for my blessings
all the while forgetting what I have
Know there’s still so much room to grow
And miles to walk, bridges to cross
I’m moving slow, because I know by now how quickly moments pass
I wish I had a spell to cast, make this one last a little longer
Mmm….
Cause I’m moving like a river
stay in motion, I keep
flowing, bending, growing
Til I’m turning to an ocean
I am never standing still
Always knew, I’d carry gold inside my soul
But had to break for it to show
I grow and let it overflow
no holding back, no walls, no masks
Just skin and bone
And I watch the sky, see you and I, in a past life
Just like the stars, a golden dust of what once was
Is left behind, but they’re long lost
A fading light, that long has died
Like me, when you held me in your arms
When you held me in your arms
Mmm…
Uhh….
Ahh…
How could you?
And why would you?
How do you escape the pain?