Nobody knows.
Nobody knows the struggle inside of me
A lot of people in this world, I see
Been through the pain, it cut me deep
I keep asking for help, always saying sorry
Will I ever give back what they gave me?
But does anyone care for me?
Every night, I learn to cry in silence
Written in my head, "Hold On"
Say I’m alright, and it comes around
I survived Truly, I do
I tried to pull myself together, for myself
I survived Almost, I was fallin'
I’ve been to the depths, but now I’m rising with the light
I need an instant ease,
Like under palm tree shade, drowning fears
Let it go and simply breathe
Can't have it all, so now I’ll let it go
I don't wanna hate myself
"Come on, just hold on, don't be weak, move on"
Used these words to heal broken heart
So I’ve become stronger,
Take care of my own
Something’s gonna change, not like before
It is like a night until the dawn
I’ll rise higher, see it all, and then set me free