Remember our first kiss?
We were both wasted
You had a boyfriend,
I should've waited
Went out for pancakes
first thing in the morning
Agreed to forget it like
we could ignore
The way we kissed like
we had done it before
Like no one in existence
ever done it before and
I still feel kinda bad
about that guy at your dorm
But if I knew the end,
I would do it again
It was messy and I loved it
But I'm older now, I'm above it
I thought it was cool thеn, but it wasn't
We screwed it up into somеthing
Something I don't wanna lose
Messy, but not hard to choose
Now we're together,
we're different people
And you're having feelings for other people
Try not to freak out
when there's some tension
You have a special need for attention
Used to love it, but it's scaring me now
And our love ain't going nowhere,
it's just leveling out
I wonder if you felt like this
when you let him down
Is it all in my head that
you might do it again?
It was messy and I loved it
But I'm older now, I'm above it
I thought it was cool then, but it wasn't
We screwed it up into something
Something I don't wanna lose
Messy, but not hard to choose
I don't want you to resent me
like I'm holding you back
But I think this is a problem
from your mom and your dad
I can love you through the seasons,
I can fill in the gaps
But I can't be brand new and forever to you