I’ve been staying up to dream
I’ve been adding up the hours
‘bout a million has to be
Every single thought gets louder
Why’d I open up that door
To spill the weight of every problem
What’s the meaning even for
Really I can’t seem to solve them anymore
No signs
Lost time
In an order I can’t change
Where’s the end where’s the beginning
Know the pain is gonna fade
Will I make it to the ending
No exit off the road
Is it a phase or is this longer
Can you show me where to go
I can’t chase away the coldness here
(Alone I)
Can hear my own thoughts shatter
(Alone I)
Can be shaken by anything
(Alone I)
Been feeling everything
Strange it is that nothing is involved
(While every single night I give my all)
My mental’s heavy
Don’t know why I’m so full of disbelief
Out of sync wit’ my mind can’t eat
Not much that I can complete
I just gotta get on my feet and keep goin’
Cause I don’t know who’s controllin’
The masterminds of the planet know what they doin’
But they don’t understand us it’s real people livin’ on earth we just don’t come first
What’s on my mind off the top now
I’m just tryna figure out cause I don’t know how
How to make it to the next day, the next second, next minute
Everything is so ridiculous, someone help me to comprehend it
Yeah, what is it all really about
Speakin’ it all from my heart though you is hearin’ it all from my mouth
And my rhymes will never stop time nor will they rewind
But the hope is that on a decline it’ll help me calm my mind
I try to find some memories
(Recollecting the years)
But time ain’t on my side lately
(All along)
And I’m beginning to see
(That everything’s happening now)
My eyes they are closing slowly down
(Alone I)
Can hear my own thoughts shatter
(Alone I)
Can be shaken by anything
(Alone I)
Been feeling everything
Strange it is that nothing is involved
(While every single night I give my all)
(Lost time)
My own thoughts shatter
(Lost time)
Can be shaken by anything
(Lost time)
Been feeling everything
Strange it is that nothing is involved