Oh god
I'm losing my mind
I'm sick of fighting all the time
I'm sick of crying every night
Oh god
If I die
Will you die too
You weren't supposed to be my boyfriend
You weren't even supposed to be here this long
I always knew that this would have to end
But still
I'm crying on your lawn
You keep turning the knife
But it still feels nice
Oh
I don't deserve your love
Why does it feel so right
When I don't love you anymore
Pushing up against your dashboard
Close my eyes
There is nowhere I'd rather be than the backseat right now with you
Bite my tongue and hold until you come back to me for the last time
Think about it every time I close my eyes
Wish I could stay here with you tonight
[Verse 2]
This is my worst habit
And sometimes I hate it
But I've never experienced anything this good
How'd you become my lover
When you were just a summer
I wish I could erase the memories
But I don't think I could
You keep me on the edge
Did this shit on purpose
And it was by accident
I put you first then fill in with the rest
And I told you
I told you
That I shouldn't be here anymore
But I keep finding myself right outside your door
Close my eyes
There is nowhere I'd rather be than the front seat right now with you
Bite my tongue so we can hold on until you come back for the first and the last and you say
"It's different than last time"
You think about it every time you close your eyes
And all we need is time
This is my first love
And I have a feeling it might be my last
Oh
It hurts so good
And I'm frightened and I'm scared
But running too fast