I don’t really even wanna say
Painted in the darkness I’m afraid
Afraid, tonight
I don’t even want to say it (say it)
I don’t even want to stay tonight
You live with all that shame
It never washed away
You’ll feel it all
All the things that I didn't say
Think it’s best that it’s left that way
Tonight, tonight
I don’t even wanna say all the cold and heartless things
Tonight
You live with all that shame
It never washed away
You’ll feel it all
Know I really wanna walk away
Lying in bed wide awake
Know I really wanna walk away
See it all reflect in me
Know I really wanna walk away
Lying in bed wide awake
Know I really wanna walk away
See it all reflect in me
You see it, my pain
Reflected in me
At night I beg to forget
(all the shame, wide awake, feel it all, wash away)
You see it, my pain
Reflected in me
At night I beg to forget
I begged, I prayed release me from this
I begged, I prayed release me from this