Like a broken fan stuck in the breeze
I’m standing still while the world just leaves
Growing older, second phase of pain
Getting used to heartache like it’s got my name
Tried to be strong, but the strength ran dry
Used to dream big, now I barely try
They said success would make me whole
But it just put a shadow on my soul
I turn around ‘cause I’m scared to move
Every fear I buried starts to bloom
But even if I’m moving slow
It’s better than letting go
Take me far from this heavy sky
Where the wind don’t scream and the tears don’t lie
Just a lonely heart with a quiet cry
Every night I ask the same old “Why?”
If I break today, will I heal someday?
Is there peace somewhere along the way?
I’ll keep on walking, step by step
Even pain reminds me I’m not dead yet
People drift, and I stay still
The louder they laugh, the more I feel
Out of sync with the beat of the crowd
But in my silence, I’m speaking loud
My mind’s a storm, my heart’s a tide
Crashing waves I try to hide
But maybe storms were meant to pass
Even if they take what’s left of the past
I miss the voice that called my name
The one that made me feel okay
Now I’m a piano lost at sea
Playing songs no one will ever hear from me
Take me far from this heavy sky
Where the wind don’t scream and the tears don’t lie
Just a lonely heart with a quiet cry
Every night I ask the same old “Why?”
If I break today, will I heal someday?
Is there peace somewhere along the way?
I’ll keep on walking, step by step
Even pain reminds me I’m not dead yet
The wind still blows through every crack
But I’m not folding, not turning back
Someday I’ll rise, not just survive
Cause broken fans can still come back alive