Dreams and hope are strangers now,
Locked behind a door that won’t allow.
Colors bled until only black remained,
Breathing slow in a swamp I’ve named.
Life’s a question I can’t afford,
Too old to fight, too young to ignore.
Who asked for this breath in me?
Living life like a hollow decree.
They say every start was my mistake,
Like I chose the wrong road to take.
But who taught me how to love or fight?
Who left me here, alone at night?
Is life meant to be a solo game,
Or just a flame without a name?
Tell me now, what should I do,
If the end is all I have to look forward to?
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
I live in dreams where silence reigns,
Morning burns like open veins.
Awake, the sun just drips with pain,
The world moves on, but I remain.
Scars beneath a paper skin,
Every breath, a life that could have been.
They say it’s my fault, I wear the stain,
But no one cared to ease the pain.
Am I the only one to blame,
When you wrote the rules to this twisted game?
Show me truth, or show me out,
A whispered wish or a desperate shout.
Did you shape me just to watch me break,
A pawn to bend, a life to take?
If peace is what you really crave,
Tell me now, I’ll dig my grave.
Every heartbeat, a ticking clock,
Counting down till the world will stop.
If my end is what you seek,
Then let me fade, let me find my sleep.
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
Life feels like a debt I owe,
Breathing slow where nothing grows.
Tell me why I should carry on,
When all my hope is dead and gone.
The sun, a blade against my skin,
A morning that I can't begin.
If the only answer is to end,
Then I’ll find peace around the bend.
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
Close my eyes where the light won’t reach,
Let me rest by the quiet beach.
If dreams are where I find my peace,
Then let me go, let the breathing cease.
Dreams and hope are strangers now,
Locked behind a door that won’t allow.
Colors bled until only black remained,
Breathing slow in a swamp I’ve named.
Life’s a question I can’t afford,
Too old to fight, too young to ignore.
Who asked for this breath in me?
Living life like a hollow decree.
They say every start was my mistake,
Like I chose the wrong road to take.
But who taught me how to love or fight?
Who left me here, alone at night?
Is life meant to be a solo game,
Or just a flame without a name?
Tell me now, what should I do,
If the end is all I have to look forward to?
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
I live in dreams where silence reigns,
Morning burns like open veins.
Awake, the sun just drips with pain,
The world moves on, but I remain.
Scars beneath a paper skin,
Every breath, a life that could have been.
They say it’s my fault, I wear the stain,
But no one cared to ease the pain.
Am I the only one to blame,
When you wrote the rules to this twisted game?
Show me truth, or show me out,
A whispered wish or a desperate shout.
Did you shape me just to watch me break,
A pawn to bend, a life to take?
If peace is what you really crave,
Tell me now, I’ll dig my grave.
Every heartbeat, a ticking clock,
Counting down till the world will stop.
If my end is what you seek,
Then let me fade, let me find my sleep.
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
Life feels like a debt I owe,
Breathing slow where nothing grows.
Tell me why I should carry on,
When all my hope is dead and gone.
The sun, a blade against my skin,
A morning that I can't begin.
If the only answer is to end,
Then I’ll find peace around the bend.
If I’m meant to break, then say it loud,
Kneel down, wish me into the ground.
I’ll fall as quiet as the night,
No struggle, just a final flight.
Morning cuts with blades of light,
Every dawn, a losing fight.
If stopping means the ache will fade,
Then let me sleep in the bed I made.
Close my eyes where the light won’t reach,
Let me rest by the quiet beach.
If dreams are where I find my peace,
Then let me go, let the breathing cease.