Staring at the mirror, don’t know who I see
The face you used to love — that ain’t really me
People talk like “you good,” like it’s all cool
But inside I’m breaking, playing the fool
Smile like I mean it, act like I'm fine
But I’m lost in the lines, forgot my own mind
Every day’s a scene, I don't know the script
If this is who I am now, then life’s a trip
This ain’t me, not the one you used to know
This ain’t me, I lost that light long ago
Left on this road with an empty shell
My soul’s somewhere drifting, lost as hell
Can’t go back, no way to rewind
Just memories dancing in the back of my mind
And the one that’s crying now
Ain’t me… nah, that ain’t me
The deeper the night, the more I fade
Try to erase you, but your voice still stays
All the words you left hit me like a wave
“It's gonna be fine” — I hate that phrase
Friends say time heals, but it don’t
Time just erases the parts I used to own
This ain’t me, I swear it’s not
I’m trapped in this shell, in a life I forgot
The day I let you go, I let go of myself
Now I’m just breathing, stuck in this hell
How many days since I’ve really smiled?
I don’t even know how to anymore
This ain’t me, the one you used to feel
This ain’t me, love songs don’t heal
What’s dripping on this beat ain’t just pain
It’s guilt, regret, and your name in the rain
The one who’s breaking down right now
Ain’t me… nah, that ain’t me