Feels like I’m having a real déjà vu dream
Nobody knows it, nobody knows.
And nobody knows it
One day, I built a home called ‘Wish’ in my world.
I tried hard to climb, tried hard to climb
I tried it again
But I didn’t know what to do
or what I couldn’t do
Who’s making me struggle? Why?
Say it, alright? Oh, what was my name?
These are the words in my head
Every time I’m addicted to you
Think about how I kick out all the thoughts
I can’t let them go
Just tell me you’ll stay by my side
Shout to myself
‘cause I’m complicated
Searching for the meaning of who I am
Everything is less than ideal
Less than ideal
I asked my old friends
what time they were going to bed
Glad everyone seemed to be sleeping well,
but I couldn’t close my eyes
“Can’t you see the world as it is?”
“How can I when it’s not that way?“
“You have to learn how to live,
you can’t lose yourself in a dream.”
“But that’s the way I live.”
Facing the people
Well, I’m still learning
These are the words in my head
Every time I’m addicted to you
Think about how I kick out all the thoughts
I can’t let them go
Just tell me you’ll stay by my side
Shout to myself
cause I’m complicated
Searching for the meaning of who I am
Everything is less than ideal
Less than ideal
Searching for the meaning of who I am
What makes this life worth living? Fill me in
I should be looking beyond,
But I’m still stuck right here.
Everything is less than ideal
Less than ideal