I don’t cry like I used to do
No late-night calls, no breaking through
I smile at friends, they say I’m fine
Guess I’ve been acting well this time
But silence hits harder than your goodbye
Your name still echoes when the world’s too quiet
I laugh a little louder just to hide
The parts of me that already died
I'm almost over you, that’s what I say
But I still flinch at songs we used to play
My hands don’t shake, but my heart’s still slow
Healing’s a lie I try not to show
I'm almost fine, almost free
But there’s still a little bit of you in me
I stopped checking your midnight posts
Unfollowed your name, deleted most
But my dreams don’t follow what I choose
They bring you back with perfect views
I dress like I’m okay, I walk like I’ve moved on
But your ghost wears my jacket when the day is gone
And when I’m still, that’s when it stings
The nothingness your memory brings
I'm almost over you, that’s what I say
But I still flinch at songs we used to play
My hands don’t shake, but my heart’s still slow
Healing’s a lie I try not to show
I'm almost fine, almost free
But there’s still a little bit of you in me
They say time fades what love once knew
But time just made me numb to you
And numbness... hurts in its own way
At least the pain used to beg me to stay
I'm almost over you, or so it seems
But you're still the shadow in all my dreams
No more tears, just an empty tone
A quiet heart that beats alone
I'm almost fine, almost free
But there's always gonna be you in me