I’m going to try
To wake up for the first time
And let the pendulum fly
No more white lies
And making my mother cry
My love won’t be implied
And even if this headache
Leads me to my father’s faith
I’ll find a god in things
That won’t waste
Another year
Another year
Another year
Won’t waste another year
I’ve been trying to find
The luxury of being horrified at
Having a heart only a mother could love
And I’ll ignore
The dreams of pigs and stepping in shit
And never ever let myself cash in
No I’m not gonna sink in tokenized grief
Or find a shade in cynical beliefs
I’ll be self-aware that I’m self-aware that I’m self-aware that I’m self-aware that I’m self-aware
So I won’t waste another year
Another year
Another year
Won’t waste another year
Another year
Another year
Another year
Won’t waste another year