The Words You Said to Me
I guess you were a decent one
But somehow I never felt so sure
You smiled so warm but your words—
Always a little blurred
Let’s talk about it later
That’s what you always say
Just say it now—do you like me
Yeah I do But not today
There it is again—Not now
We're always living in someday
I don't have the time or peace
To hold on to someone who can't stay
You without certainty
Felt just like the anxiety in me
You loved me maybe
But love needs more than maybe
It's just a few words
But they weigh like the world
Still you act like
You don’t deserve to speak them
Late on rent lost at work
Can’t afford to love it hurts
But love isn’t fire—it’s staying
Even when everything’s breaking
And you—
You never said a word ‘til the end
With your not now you burned
Every chance we could’ve had
You
With no certainty—
You're the uncertainty of my life