You call me up at 2AM,
Said you hate me, then you missed me again.
I laugh it off, but I'm not fine—
Still checking your feed like every night.
Your sweater's in my closet still,
I should’ve burned it, but I never will.
You’re half a ghost, but way too real,
Stuck in a loop I can't unfeel.
I say I’m done, then miss your face,
Delete your texts, then hit replay.
Why do I chase what makes me break?
It’s twisted, but I can't escape.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You say it’s over, then pull me close—
We kiss like strangers no one knows.
I wish I could just let you go,
But I don’t wanna be alone.
We're halfway here, and halfway gone,
Writing sad songs on your front lawn.
You said we’re toxic, yeah, I agree,
But somehow you still feel like home to me.
Your voice is static in my brain,
A song I skip, but can’t erase.
I block you out, then check your page,
Your name hits hard like Novocaine.
I swear I'm fine, but it’s a lie—
Still looking for you in every guy.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You say it’s over, then pull me close—
We kiss like strangers no one knows.
I wish I could just let you go,
But I don’t wanna be alone.
We're halfway here, and halfway gone,
Screaming lyrics we both outgrown.
Maybe we just love the pain,
Like dancing in the coldest rain.
We say goodbye, then call again—
Pretending we don’t know the game.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You haunt my nights, I feel your breath,
You’re bad for me, but you're all that’s left.
I wish I could just let you go,
But even silence feels like home.
We're halfway healed, and halfway torn—
Still sleeping in the clothes you wore.
And maybe in another life,
We’d get it right, no need to fight.
But here we are, just ghosts in skin,
Too scared to lose, too hurt to win.
So I’ll drive around, pretend I’m fine,
Sing our song just to kill the time.
Your ghost is riding shotgun still—
Guess part of me just always will.
Maybe one day I’ll let you fade,
But not tonight… not today.
Maybe one day I’ll let you fade,
But not tonight… not today.
You call me up at 2AM,
Said you hate me, then you missed me again.
I laugh it off, but I'm not fine—
Still checking your feed like every night.
Your sweater's in my closet still,
I should’ve burned it, but I never will.
You’re half a ghost, but way too real,
Stuck in a loop I can't unfeel.
I say I’m done, then miss your face,
Delete your texts, then hit replay.
Why do I chase what makes me break?
It’s twisted, but I can't escape.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You say it’s over, then pull me close—
We kiss like strangers no one knows.
I wish I could just let you go,
But I don’t wanna be alone.
We're halfway here, and halfway gone,
Writing sad songs on your front lawn.
You said we’re toxic, yeah, I agree,
But somehow you still feel like home to me.
Your voice is static in my brain,
A song I skip, but can’t erase.
I block you out, then check your page,
Your name hits hard like Novocaine.
I swear I'm fine, but it’s a lie—
Still looking for you in every guy.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You say it’s over, then pull me close—
We kiss like strangers no one knows.
I wish I could just let you go,
But I don’t wanna be alone.
We're halfway here, and halfway gone,
Screaming lyrics we both outgrown.
Maybe we just love the pain,
Like dancing in the coldest rain.
We say goodbye, then call again—
Pretending we don’t know the game.
We’re not in love, but we’re not friends,
We start the fire, then fake the end.
You haunt my nights, I feel your breath,
You’re bad for me, but you're all that’s left.
I wish I could just let you go,
But even silence feels like home.
We're halfway healed, and halfway torn—
Still sleeping in the clothes you wore.
And maybe in another life,
We’d get it right, no need to fight.
But here we are, just ghosts in skin,
Too scared to lose, too hurt to win.
So I’ll drive around, pretend I’m fine,
Sing our song just to kill the time.
Your ghost is riding shotgun still—
Guess part of me just always will.
Maybe one day I’ll let you fade,
But not tonight… not today.
Maybe one day I’ll let you fade,
But not tonight… not today.