From now till midnight
you're nowhere
and you'll never be close to me
like I tried to be
Its my fault that I disgusted you
so many times
I never smiled
as much as I could have
You know less than for certain
you would have
if I didn't love and enjoy
this repression I've had
from the time you were
Now I believe
I'm nearing the End
The End's become who I am
And when the day comes
I won't say what I want to
I'm afraid you'll not be open
My words meant nothing to you
all those times