Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so lonely and I hardly think of laughter
Feels like diving into nowhere
Where am I at now?
Time is pushing me to move on
I can’t help it
Hold me I’m about to
Drive into the dark
Tell me how can I
Get out it’s so hard
I’m locked up in myself
And making pain all day
I’ve been up till morning every single day
I’m at my worst
Please hold my hand
Please hold my hand
I lost my word
Please call my name
Please call my name
Look in my sorrow
Will you stand by my side
I’m bout to drown in drown in to anxiety
The fear is coming coming to me now
See, this is where I’m at now  
What can I do to move on
Feels like I’m running running to the worst way
The fear is taking taking on my nerves
Why am I so scared
I’m falling to ground
Why am I so hopeless foolish
Sticking on the ground tight,
Look up at the sky still
Hesitating to jump up
Hold me my mind is
Out of my control
Tell me what am I doing
It’s all mess
I’m locked up in myself
And going wrong all day
Soaking up my pillow
With the tears always
I’m at my worst
Please hold my hand
Please hold my hand
I lost my word
Please call my name
Please call my name
Look in my sorrow
Will you stand by my side
I’m bout to drown in drown in to anxiety
The fear is coming coming to me now
See, this is where I’m at now  
What can I do to move on
Feels like I’m running running to the worst way
The fear is taking taking on my nerves