Practitioner of extreme aestheticism
How wide is the Milky Way in my body now I'm
immeasurably distant and
growing distantfrom this cause
I'm forever
listening tobossa nova
Forever
and ever and ever withthis riff
My wounds are swelling with
ooze I hate this point in my life where it hurts I hate this point in my life where I'm pressing down on my physical pain
I hatethis point where I'm pressing mental pain into physical pain
I want change to come I want change to
comeI hate
the fact
thatthe stability I'm feeling now is actually an illusion
I hate
the
fact thatit
'sall
comingback
to
haunt me I hate the fact that0518 was right
after all I
hate the fact that the only thing I'm blindly with is mental illness
I don't even hate...
I think you're angry with me I think you're angry
withme
I
think you're going to sayIdid something so wrong
I
think you're going to say I movedon quickly
I
'm moving on quickly I
'm moving on quickly I
'm not going tosay anything
Now
... I
want tostop
dealing withboth sides of a promise without a promise
I want to stop
being a starPlease stop
being a star I just
want to live without knowing I just want to live without anyone
knowing I just want tolive
without saying anything without saying anything