Wake up tangled in my own head
Every mirror echoes things unsaid
Feeling paranoid, stacking problems high
I wanna let go, but comfort's in this fight
Dragged down, gravity of my mind
Crowded rooms but I'm left behind
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
Can't escape myself, alone already
Carrying my burdens through the night
Holding on too tight, losing the fight
Nobody sees the mess I’ve become
I'm the outsider, trapped and numb
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
I'm drifting here alone, can't you see?
Thoughts get loud, voices blur the line
Too many pills swallowed just to feel fine
But feelings linger, deep beneath the skin
No one knows the state I’m in
I built this cage, guess it's mine to break
Too scared to move, too tired to fake
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
Can't escape myself, alone already
Carrying my burdens through the night
Holding on too tight, losing the fight
Nobody sees the mess I’ve become
I'm the outsider, trapped and numb
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
I'm drifting here alone, can't you see?
If I could slow things down, reset my mind
But shadows close in, clarity declines
Too heavy, too real, can't set it free
No one's coming here, it's only me
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
Can't escape myself, alone already
Carrying my burdens through the night
Holding on too tight, losing the fight
Nobody sees the mess I’ve become
I'm the outsider, trapped and numb
Why is everything I hold so heavy?
I'm drifting here alone, can't you see?
Still holding on, but nobody knows
I'm alone again, naturally so