No calls all day, guess you’re busy, right
Told myself it’s fine, but it never feels light.
Is it too much to ask to come first sometimes
Or am I just a name when nothing aligns
You know goodbyes break me, and you use it well,
Lies cut deep, but I never tell.
One “sorry” and I smile like a fool,
Holding on to love like I’m breaking the rules.
Reasons to leave keep piling high,
But I keep looking back, losing time.
Every word, just another excuse,
You tear me down, but I can’t cut you loose.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
I know we’re breaking, but I still wait,
Counting reasons just to hesitate.
I tell myself, “One more night won’t hurt,”
But every morning, it only gets worse.
If love was fair, you’d miss me too,
While I’m stuck, lost in what we knew.
You move on like nothing’s wrong,
While I hold on, trying to stay strong.
I trace the lines where we fell apart,
You drift away while I keep the scar.
Every step forward feels out of place,
While you forget, I’m lost in this space.
I keep erasing every fight,
Pretending love will make it right.
Caught in the loop of your soft lies,
Kissing the truth with closed eyes.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
When love feels like an empty room,
And every breath just fills with gloom,
Let the dark wrap you in regret,
Make sure you never quite forget.
When silence creeps into your head,
And every word feels left unsaid,
May every shadow call my name,
And every dream bring back the flame.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
When you’re alone and nothing’s clear,
I hope my love feels sharp and near.
If I’m the pain you can’t undo,
Then maybe, just maybe, I’ll get over you.
No calls all day, guess you’re busy, right
Told myself it’s fine, but it never feels light.
Is it too much to ask to come first sometimes
Or am I just a name when nothing aligns
You know goodbyes break me, and you use it well,
Lies cut deep, but I never tell.
One “sorry” and I smile like a fool,
Holding on to love like I’m breaking the rules.
Reasons to leave keep piling high,
But I keep looking back, losing time.
Every word, just another excuse,
You tear me down, but I can’t cut you loose.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
I know we’re breaking, but I still wait,
Counting reasons just to hesitate.
I tell myself, “One more night won’t hurt,”
But every morning, it only gets worse.
If love was fair, you’d miss me too,
While I’m stuck, lost in what we knew.
You move on like nothing’s wrong,
While I hold on, trying to stay strong.
I trace the lines where we fell apart,
You drift away while I keep the scar.
Every step forward feels out of place,
While you forget, I’m lost in this space.
I keep erasing every fight,
Pretending love will make it right.
Caught in the loop of your soft lies,
Kissing the truth with closed eyes.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
When love feels like an empty room,
And every breath just fills with gloom,
Let the dark wrap you in regret,
Make sure you never quite forget.
When silence creeps into your head,
And every word feels left unsaid,
May every shadow call my name,
And every dream bring back the flame.
I know I should leave, but here I stay,
Breaking my heart, day by day.
A hundred wounds over one goodbye,
Loving you hurts, but leaving terrifies.
I wish you’d ache the way I do,
Hope every night it pulls you through.
When dawn breaks, may it steal your sleep,
I’ll leave my name where your heartbeat beats.
When you’re alone and nothing’s clear,
I hope my love feels sharp and near.
If I’m the pain you can’t undo,
Then maybe, just maybe, I’ll get over you.