Last time we spoke you said you'd moved on
But you called me again
3AM, Voice shaking
Wanna tell me what’s going on?
You hit me up. Again
Said you up? Like it’s 2018
Like you ain't the one who ghosted
Left me cryin' with takeout and a playlist full of Frank
I went anyway
In my mind like this ain’t a big deal
But my mascara knew the truth before I did
I Walked in walked in
Hoodie on your chair
My name still on the Wi-Fi
Why did I go back to your place?
Why why why?
You should know that
I won’t stay long in your butter room
You should know that
I won’t stay long in your butter room
I needed something familiar
Even if it was toxic
Even if it only lasts the night
You poured wine like nothing happened
So, what you wanna do?
I don't need you anymore
But I always say that, don’t I?
Why did I go back to your place?
Why why why?
You should know that
I won’t stay long in your butter room
You should know that
I won’t stay long in your butter room
I like what ifs that taste like red wine and regret
I like the silence that feels like jazz, rain and yet
I hate myself when I leave ya
But I hate myself more when I stay beside ya
One breath in
Two texts unread
Three missed calls
Four lies in my head
Five more minutes in your bed
Six months gone so fast
Seven days a week
I lose sleep thinking of you
But you should know that
I won’t stay long in your butter room
You should know that
I won’t stay long, in your butter room