I’ve been worried of not loving
before loving you
I’ve been wanting to not want you
before having you
and although I’d like to think
I’m never earning your love
It hurts me more that I never tried
Thinking of getting hurt before getting you
Will you know if I’m away for day or two
Trying my best to see
the worst of all the bad things
but when I fall it hurts even more
So I so I
didn’t really wanna write this
Cuz I cuz I
never thought of showing a thing
to you to you
you will never know
Oh you will never know
Oh all the thoughts behind
those laughs and lies
Oh I won’t cry for you
Baby I’ve been worried of you running
before loving you
scared that I would scare you off
by giving more
and although I’m used to
giving all to all the wrong things
with you I always held in my love
Worried I might hurt you
before holding you
Are you sure you’re okay with a scar or two
trying my best to see
the worst of all the bad things
But I still fall and it still hurts
So I so I
didn’t really wanna write this
Cuz I cuz I
never thought of showing a thing
to you to you
you will never know
Oh you will never know
Oh all the thoughts behind
those laughs and lies
Oh I won’t cry for you
Oh I won’t cry for you
Cuz I would be afraid to let myself into you
Oh I won’t cry for you
Ah-ah
Oh I’ll never-ever-ever
never-ever-ever
never-ever-ever
Oh I’ll never-ever-ever
never-ever-ever
never-ever-ever cry
Oh I won’t cry for you