I thought to close my mouth
with a padlock on the night
Leave the battlefield behind me
Stay out the fight
Not lose my sight

Now I only want to be
with no pistol at my brain
But at times it gets so lonely
Could go insane
Could lose my aim

Now I only want to live
with no tear-drops in my eyes
But at times it feels like no chance
No clear blue skies
Grey cloudy lies