Drugs and girls
life and death
Is all that goes through my head
I shrink the world
nothing left
I'll sleep when I am dead
Blame me
I'm not playing ball
Hate me it's insatiable
Not lazy
I just can't face it all
And I can't
And I won't
And I don't know
When the under dogs rise again
I'll have my time
When my body starts turning in
I'll have my mind
Nothing is getting in
not even light
I'm gonna stay inside stay inside
TV news frozen food
in here my life's not hard
I don't use the bed in my room
Cause I don't wanna drop my guard
Judge me I will understand
I'm ugly only half a man
It's your country
and I'm contraband
Love me and I'll leave your land
When the under dogs rise again
I'll have my time
When my body starts turning in
I'll have my mind
Nothing is getting in
not even light
I'm gonna stay inside stay inside
How can I please you
when I can't please myself
I've given up on
what you call living
I have not yet forgiven myself
When the under dogs rise again
I'll have my time
When my body starts turning in
I'll have my mind
Nothing is getting in
not even light
I'm gonna stay inside stay inside