I’ve always said
I wanna make happy songs
But I’m never in that place
and I write em wrong
Yeah I don’t understand why
I’m tryna be another guy
I told myself I’d be better by now
But every time I try to I tear me down
A pretty case of sabotage
One you wish that wasn’t yours
I thought I made my mind up
a hundred and then two more times
this was done
But it ain’t done with me
Oh it’s like that typical dream
Where you run so fast, things go slow
And then the floor is sand,
and all you know is the mess
that you’re in
Oh and it’s coming again saying
‘I missed you’
I bought a couple Legos
to cheer me up
But then part of me
just wants the hysteria
A reason just to lash out
But I don’t wanna lash out, no
I’ve seen too many things,
call me traumatized
Say I lied then step
inside and you’d realize
The boy who didn’t wanna blame
So he took on everything
Oh
I thought I made my mind up
a hundred and then two more times
this was done
But it ain’t done with me
Oh it’s like that typical dream
Where you run so fast, things go slow
And then the floor is sand,
and all you know is the mess
that you’re in,
Oh and it’s coming again saying
‘I missed you’
Yeah ya missed me
I can’t really switch between
my happy sad, it’s misery
Picture perfect people
don’t exist unless they Ghibli
Facing all my demons,
they be buggin, put that simply
Back to back I’m backing up
like beep beep beep beep
Uh huh uh
Little me looking so pretty,
wish that I was him
Nowadays, no one to trust,
they pulling pump fakes
Still a lie, fighting my heart,
but still a good taste, mm mm mm
Throw white rag
Pick it up,
wipe all of the mess you drag
Sitcom living I don’t even act
This thing feeling like a Truman act
Cause I’m stuck like that
Yeah ya missed me
I can’t really switch between
my happy sad, it’s misery
Picture perfect people
don’t exist unless they Ghibli
Facing all my demons,
they be buggin, put that simply
Back to back I’m backing up
like beep beep beep beep
Uh huh uh