searching for higher meaning
i stumble to a fall
laid you back and forth between the innocence
and the frail days that started on
and the beginning was never this frightening
and nobody warned you of that
and you never thought something this beautiful
could send you deeper into the abyss
so you're pushing the needle again
hoping that when you do
somebody's waiting for you
rusted and old
your feelings have numbed
when you find nobody there
pushing farther and farther
you need someone
you need anyone
to show you yourself from deeper within
and if only someone could forgive you
for all that's been done and said
but maybe it's too late to change
and nobody cares anymore
you'll find out that nobody cares anymore
you'll find you'll have to save yourselfnobody's there