Confused desires since my teenage years,
I'm the same homo my family fears.
For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing,
My behind closed doors; fantasies going on,
And I feel wrong.
Forgive me Father for I have sinned,
I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that I undress
Once a day I think about killing myself
I can't carry on I must be strong?
even though it hurts as I sing this song
That I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
God it's only love, it's only love
God how long will this go on?
God for how long will I feel wrong??
And I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
I feel wrong
And I feel wrong?